memories, sweet memories

I haven't blogged in a while, Where did June GO?!?! I cannot believe that summer is halfway over and at the same time I cannot wait for it to be fall again. Time is going by so quickly. Is there some way that I can slow it down? Please?

I was reminded at how fast time goes by this weekend at my grandparent's house. Oh how I love and miss those two people. Who knew that two individuals could create such chasms in my heart? Can one love that much as to be permanently broken by their loss? Oh how i love them. They were my rocks, my supporters. What I would give to hug them one more time or for them to get to see me now. There is one hope that I have though in this solitude, I will see them in Heaven one day. They will be the ones to greet me when I get there. That makes me so happy :)

I wish I could talk to them. I want them to give me advice that only they could give. I want them to guide me towards the Lord because thats what they did, they always pointed my upward.

Ah, well, in all of this the Lord is bringing me to Him. I realize that I need Him so much more than I know. He loves me even when I don't recognize Him. (Psalm 73:22) He is here with me even at my worst moments, even when I don't feel like anyone is on my side. He provides for me- a family, friends that love me, opportunities to reach my goals/dreams. And ultimately, He created me, so He understands me far better than anyone here on earth could ever understand me. Lord, Thank you so much for being the ultimate Father. I love you. give Gran & Papaw a hug for me.