Saturday, December 25, 2010

Today's the Day.

Today, about 2000 years ago, Christ was born. His birth began an amazing story of redemption and love. God's son, sent down to save wretched sinners. We could not ask for a more perfect, loving, merciful Savior.
So today while unwrapping presents with your family and friends, remember the reason that we're here. We're saved by His blood. The precious blood of Jesus. We are placed on this earth to worship and glorify Him.
I praise the Lord for my wonderful family and friends. I am so incredibly blessed by them every day and I look forward to the days and years that God gives us together.
Merry Christmas everyone!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Challenged

its Christmas time! can you believe it? only 9 short days until the biggest holiday of the year. kids everywhere will be putting cookies out for Santa, lying sleepless til the wee hours in the morning so they can see just what Santa has brought them this year. They will all be begging and convincing their parents in the next few days that they have been the best boys and girls on earth this year, just so they can get that new toy. This is what we have become. Its not necessarily wrong, right, or in between. It just IS. We have become a world that overlooks deeper meaning. Its what's on the surface, the material things, that really matter nowadays and no one really cares what you believe in or who is underneath the facade we put on in every day life. I believe that this is sad. Its sad that we have friends that don't really care about us enough to know what's going on in our lives day to day. It is disappointing that when being considered for a college, job, or relationship that it doesn't matter the caliber of person you are or your character, only your "stats" or "status." This is not to say that every person out there feels this way. I know you are thinking "I CARE" but do you really?
I've been challenged recently to redefine the way I think about caring, about how I think a true friend should look, and the kind of person I want to be. I feel like God has called me to care. He has called me to invest in other people's lives and by barely scratching the surface in my friendships I have failed. God calls us to love, to be selfless, and to be servants. I can't say that I fulfill that calling everyday, but I want to. I wish the world would become a more hopeful place than a hopeless one.
One of my close friends reminded me of a verse I found at a retreat earlier this year. It was the theme actually. Psalm 37 says "Be still and Know that I am God." Despite the shortcomings of the world and the people in it, we have HOPE in the Lord. HE is our God.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I find rest in God alone

It has been an incredibly long time since I have had time to breathe, much less blog, so I sincerely apologize to all of the 2 people that might read this. :)
These past few weeks have been crazy busy and filled with insane amounts of stress. Its finals time. Enough said right?! Wrong. Its exams combined with life and life is a mess.
So, heres what I've been learning and struggling with since the last time I wrote. God calls us to love unconditionally. He calls us to forgive, to love, and to live. I haven't been fulfilling that calling as much as I'd like to. The thing that this world doesn't realize is that PEOPLE matter. It is the people that make the world a good place. Its the people that have an influence. Passion is something that is placed deep within you. I believe that God placed that passion within us for His purpose. I have a passion for people. What do I do with that? I've struggled with that for a while. What do I do to help others? What can I do? I'm just a girl. I'm just one person. What I have realized is that God empowers His people. He gives us the ability to do His work. And if my work is to impact the world through people then He will give me the resources and opportunities to do that.
I would not have made it through this week without my friends, but especially without God. I had tests that were impossible that I think I did well on because God knows the answers. Giving it over to God is one of the hardest parts of life, but its the most rewarding.
Love you all! Christmas is 14 days away!!! :))