5days5days5days!!!

I cannot believe that move in day is 5 days away. i have so much to do, so much to pack, get, clean! ahh! its so overwhelming! i'm insanely stressed. I handled some stuff really badly because of being so stressed out. I let it get to me and instead of giving God my worries and concerns, stress, etc. I failed and let the world get to me. FORGIVE me, Lord, help those i've hurt forgive me. just another reminder that I am nowhere near perfect. Thank God for giving me great friends and family to keep me grounded and keep me in check :)

yesterday at church we talked about Psalm 56. It says that God collects your tears and bottles them. Seriously, God cares enough for me to BOTTLE my TEARS! WOAH. thats amazing. i'm stunned. i'm worthless and a terrible sinner, yet God loves me so much that he collects my tears. He knows whats on my heart and what is hurting me. His wonderful love is astonishing to me. We also talked about Zephaniah 3:17 and the book of Nahum. Well, I haven't ever really paid that much attention to either of those books, but they are great! Zeph. 3:17 "The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save.He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing."

This is awesome. God rejoices over me with singing. Really? me? what? he wants me? thats crazy! I'm so thankful that God wants me. That He loves me so much. Then, the book of Nahum talks about God as a warrior. So not only does He collect my tears & rejoice over me with singing, but He fights for me! He destroyed all evil!

If God is for me, who can be against me? What a wonderful revelation!